Ok, its begun. On my third day now without any reefer. Gona try keep it up untill i leave for Seychells on the 4th. I can get weed there (i'll sniff that stuff out anywhere) but its somehow easier to refrain when im removed from my day to day environment. Then when I get back to Cape Town it will be over a month I think without THC, and i havn't done that since i first inhaled!
I feel clearer and more awake and definately more chatty than my usual self, which is nice. there is an underlying sense of unease tho whch im hoping will go away with time.
Im still drinking coffee, struggle to resist it in the morning. I have cut down from arournd 3 cups to one or 2 a day. Baby steps as Alex says.
As for the Do list, ive created a schedule for myself but havnt implemented it in full yet. There is a certain inertia that I need to overcome and a self discipline that needs to be cultivated. Ill show u my schedule once i think i can actually stick to it with some success.
Anyway, just wanted to put it out there that Ive started, however tentatively, and i hope i dont fuck up.
Peace
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